I did it all for you, you'd never believe me if I told you the truth or the reasons, but everything I've done has been for you. You were the darkness before the light, you were there first, it was for you not her that I did those things. It was your cries of loneliness, whether true or false, that made me do what I did. You missed her, I gave you her, maybe not the best way possible, but I did it none the less. My planned worked in the end, did I get love or recognition? No.....but that was all a part of it.
It's not like I killed someone, it's not like a drove a hateful spear into your side..........yet you praise the one who left you broken down and paralyzed. I was the sword and shield that protected you from the axe, so easily you forget that.

But I'll praise you for one thing.

You acknowledge my existence, you may hate me, despite me, want to spit on me. But you recognize that I exist. With the smiles in the hallway, no matter how fake they look, or the angry glares I get. But I'll still be a memory, I'll still always be a live no matter how hard you try.
But at least to you I'm still a flicker of hate, an ember that occasionally burns bright. Unlike the other with the cold ignorance that started the day I was replaced, no that's not right. I was the replacement all along, just holding his spot.........

That's all I ever was to all of you.............

Well now I'm changing and you'll never see me now, it feels so good to say..........

I'm so far away